Itsgetting better all the time

Working for the upper class gets easier as you go. We have a player piano that plays the same 12 songs over and over again ranging from "California girls" to "Mary had a little lamb." No joke. I don't have much to say I just wanted everyone to know that I am freaking out a little less now.

I'm actually rising above a lot of the other servers as one of the better ones. I don't freak out and I can handle my shit on my own...the other people freak out kind of.

I'm in a tank top but I'm kind of cold...but I want to wear a tank top today damn it. Today is my day off so I actually got to put some thought into what I was wearing, considering I will get to wear it all day not just while I'm not wearing my work uniform.

Nana just did this thing where she was all "this thing I got says people over 25 need to exercise more" and I know that is her trying to skinny me. She's trying really hard to slim me down, and part of me appreciates it but part of me is pissed. I have actually lost a lot of weight lately and I feel like people urging me to keep going instead of congratulating me on what I have done will only turn me anorexic really quick.

But then again, I don't live for approval that much. Just a little bit.

And...for those of you that read...talk at me losers.