Some shit has changed, I guess

Ok, so I havent said much. Thats because I'm too busy being depressed and angry with how life is going.

My job, after the initial push, isnt doing as well. Everyones hours got cut back to like two days a week, and the money just isn't coming in.

Well, get a new job you say. I would love to, but I'm tired of this Restaurant bullshit. I want to get started on something.

Do do what I got a degree for, I need to go to LA

To go to LA I need some money to get an apartment and pretty much Paul's consent (which I pretty much have, he's down to move back to a city)

TO HAVE MONEY I NEED A NEW JOB

Also all my school loans are coming in now. My payments on them so far are like 600...no like 700 a month for all of them. I haven't consolidated them or anything...so that will go down but I'm still trying to figure out what my best course of action there is...

Soon I have to pay for my own car insurance.

And to top it all off, I cant really go to my parents for help because there in the middle of what is soon to be a divorce, and I am on my my mothers side (my father has been a crazy jerk since he started taking these allergy pills and no one likes him any more) but he has it in his mind that hes gunna take everything from her.

So, no help there cause I'm openly on her side. Ass.

So, money sucks.

And, ok, everyone likes the weather in California...but I must say this perpetual summer gets kind of disgusting. Its about to be Christmas time and all those holiday cheers you get when the weather starts to turn cold...they just aren't there.

And I miss my family. Because of money I don't know if I will be able to even friggin see them this winter Christmas.

That's another thing, If i get a new job it will be really hard to go out there for Christmas I think. "Hello, hire me, I'm gunna be gone for the holidays"

Yeah right.

I HAVE A NEW CELL NUMBER
but I don't really want to post it in public so myspace me if you want it.


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