And now for something completely different--Things I love

I have been way to down lately. I need to quit it. A reminder of things that I love that do not include Paul.

I love him. But I need to learn to not focus on that as my center any more. That's way to much pressure for any one to handle.

I love animals. All of them. They are so pure in their reasoning and intent. I love comming to find that most mammals really just want love.

I love when people have something real to say.

I love having found such a cultural diverse work place.

I love being able to create things.

I independant designers, artists, and other creative people that go it on their own because they believe in their work, but maybe don't believe in big business.

I love people with beliefs.

I love cool ocean breezes

I love old school music

I love home cooked food

I love knowing that I have the whole world in front of me.

I love feather blankets

I love paper and pens and markers and paint

I love having confidence in my own decisions

I love things that are the wrong size

I love learning

I love new nice people

I know there is more, but my brains randomness is pulling me in a different direction. Till then.

Has it really been that long since I posted?

The short version of the story...I got an administrative kind of a job at a Dental Lab. It doesnt pay enough, but I have been there long enough to get comfortable now.

Well, the long version of the story I dont know if I am ok with sharing with the world yet. Lots of emotional crap has happened the past couple of months, and I dont really know what to say about any of it. I have a lot on my mind, but don't want to really put my foot in my mouth just yet.

Handel it.

If you read this, I will be in Chicago the first week in June. Hit me up.